Saturday, September 16, 2006
so i suddenly juz didnt felt like chatting anymore. i went offline but came back agn. now im supposed ter be away. but heck, i carn talk. ill prolly start being irritable agn. so yeh. sorry.ill prolly regret posting this. you, you, you, you, you, you and you might start asking agn. nt tt im terribly against ur asking. juz nt looking forward ter it.like juz ytd i was so scared and nervous and stuff. now i noe why. yeh like i really care so much. i noe how i feel, guess its juz me being insane as usual. my mentality is screwed.and her. like, are we doing the right thing? by doing this? one of these days we'll hafta face her anw. but nt now. im nt prepared. and i dun wna spoil everything. i noe how i shld be but i carn.and them. so complicated. wen will they get a grip on emselves and... wadeva.ytd was eventful. 2day's the opposite. feel kinda tired aft ytd. super tired. seems tt ive been like this since the starting of the term.since... he stopped. yeh.like i noe wads going on... im nt a fool, but if its gna stay tt way thn so be it.i nita focus.but srsly, old stuff's still beta.